I’m always amazed when I read the words of Hebrews 11:11,
which say: “By faith Sarah herself received power to conceive,
even when she was past the age, since she considered him faithful who had
promised.” I’m amazed, because when we read the account of Sarah and
the birth of Isaac in Genesis, it seems less than trusting.
In
Genesis 16 we see how, after waiting ten years, Sarah decided that God was
preventing her from bearing children.
And for this reason, she encouraged Abraham to marry her servant, that
they might build a family through her.
Hagar did conceive and bear a son by Abraham. However, God made it clear that this was not
the child of promise.
Then, in
Genesis 18, we see how God came to Abraham.
And God promised him that, by the next year, he and Sarah would have a
son. Sarah overheard this conversation,
and her response was laughter. She said
to herself: “After I am worn out, and my
lord is old, shall I have pleasure?”
Yet,
even though this is true of her, even though she did struggle with her doubts,
we find in Hebrews that God counted her faithful. We find that, by faith, Sarah received the
power to conceive. And this wasn’t
merely the power to conceive as most women.
It was miraculous because she was past the age of childbearing.
I find this comforting
because, as I consider Sarah, I find that my faith resembles hers more than I
care to admit. Even though I too have
received a great promise of God, it’s sometimes difficult to believe. It’s difficult to believe because it seems
beyond reason. It’s difficult to believe
because of the circumstances in which I find myself.
At
times, I find it hard to comprehend the fact that God would want to save
someone like me. I find it hard to
comprehend that he’d want me to spend eternity in his presence. Because of my failures, it seems unreasonable.
I also
find it hard to believe because of the circumstances in which I find
myself. I’m a sinner, with no power to
escape my condition. I live in a world
of sin, with evil all around me. I’m
tempted and lured by the evil one, who seeks my destruction. And considering these circumstances, my
situation seems hopeless. I can only be
saved by the miraculous power of God.
Even
though I generally believe, there are times when faith is a struggle. There are times when it seems easier to
pursue a blessing by my own means rather than trusting in God. There have been times when his promise has
brought me to laughter.
Yet, in
spite of my human response, and in spite of my doubts, God also counts me as faithful. In spite of my sin, my faith is counted to me
as righteousness. And, for this reason,
I am enabled to receive the blessings of God.